Thursday, October 30, 2008

Im sorry

im sorry to yullip and sky who i owe a rak to i have been unwell so i havent been able to post them for you .

i havent created much lately i made a card for a friends wedding but if im feeling better i will scrap tonight .I have had issues with my Epilepsy so im extremely tired at the moment

Monday, October 20, 2008

Rak and other stuff

Im so sorry that i kept you all waiting , I decided that the winners of the rack are

Yullip and

so ladies email me your address and i will get this rak out to you

as well as that its been a pretty big weekend. we took aiden to a fete to see the petting zoo and he loved it he said hello to every animal lol and grandma and grandpa bought him a budgie named boris..( i have no idea why boris) so here are the animal farm pics.

chris sprung a surprise on me as well. he has booked a cruise starting valintines day a week through the islands of vanatu numea. and many more places im exctited but i am terrified of boats so i have no idea what im going to do . chris says its time to face my fears. so its a week on a boat and without aiden lol im excited but not iukwim

anyways i gtg things to do my kaiser goodies arrived today so i have some orginising to do.. the refirb of the scrapping room has platood :( but it will get there. i have done some order forms up for the markets some leaflet to do a letter drop so im a busy girl

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Its the little things

that mean the most. im sitting here missing chris like crazy. its the little things that make it hard i miss that durring the night he would roll over and give me a kiss on the nose. that he would tuck me in if i kicked off the sheets or blankets. that if i was in the shower he would make sure i had a towl and the doors half closed. i miss the way he sings bubbly lol it makes us both roll around in fits of laughter . most of all i miss his smell you know the man smell. not the gross dirty smell. the chris smell. the one thats starting to fade from his pillows:( i know he will be back soon i just miss him like crazy , i know alot of people think that by now i shouldve left him but you see he is my best mate as well we dont just love each other his my soul mate he knows me better then anybody else. he can look into my eyes and know whats wrong i dont even have to speak a word.anywayz enough rambling about chris i havent scrapped in a while to much has happened here . i saw my grandfather this week and oh my he nearly brought tears to my eyes he has lost so much weight and his eyes his eyes have given up the fight thats the worst part. his stopped fighting. He has been sick for a long time he suffers from ephisma. heart problems and severe stomach problems to the point most days are spent vomiting. he has 9 stints in his heart next step is bypass surgery and with his stomach well the more they touch it the worse it gets scare tissue is tighening his stomach and slowly making it impossible. appart from removing it and giving him a bag there is nothing they can do except give him valium to stop the vomiting. which makes him emotional. im so scared about what i will do without him i really am his alllways been there even when things where bad and i was not a good person he always took the time to tell me how proud he was of me and how much i meant to him. what will i do when his not here.

to happier stuff friday i will have a new cousin well my aunty gets induced then if she doesnt go earlier lol. poor thing was due on my birthday and she is way over now.

that drove down my street you seriously made aidens day when you waved and put the lights on . i have seen a bigger grin on that kids face he was so proud and loved it so much thank you for taking the time to make his day cause it also made mine

well if your still reading thanks. lol its a lot of dribble tonight. my rak is going til friday and there is more to offer then what is in the pics :P

Monday, October 6, 2008


so ladies in celebrating the new remodle that is happening on my scrap room ive got a little bit of a rak happening here. I figure brigtening someone elses day might make mine a bit better so ladies leave a comment i want to know your favourite brands and friday i will pick a winner and email them to get there addy

Sunday, October 5, 2008


I dont know if you all know this but i have Epilepsy , i have had it since i was 18 months old. and in that time ive learnt alot. Epilepsy is quite often foregotten and very much still hidden in the shadows. so please help people with epilepsy and dontate to the epilepsy foundation

Saturday, October 4, 2008

aaahhh the choices

i have 40 pics from the photo shoot of me an aiden and im determined to put thim into a mini album so if you can suggest a mini album for me please help i am stummped im actually leaning towards a tin with inserts?

Friday, October 3, 2008


this is aiden talking alot of it is hard to understand but when he says here you go you can hear it

Thursday, October 2, 2008

just me

im just rambling cause today i relised how many words aiden can say so i thought i would jot them down here so that i dont foreget

whats that
how are you
No( with the hole boddy shaking of the head its a real laugh)

i think there is more but his pretty smart considering his 17months old. a lil legend i think.. these are the words i understand mind you he talks alot that i dont understand