just updating

well the 30 december my grandad passed. we where all buy his side. im still very much struggling with some aspects of this as he was taken way to soon, I'm also getting married the 7th of march so im busy, i havent scrapped since im not really sleeping well and aiden hasnt been the best behavied boy. this year was supposed to be the best year the begining of the rest of our lives. but i cant let grandad go. i just want to hear his voice one last time